"It was the best of times. It was the worst of times."
That's how I feel about my 20s. I don't mean to be [riding] a dead horse but I just wanted to say it. It's the time you taste the sweetness of what's allowed just because technically, you're an adult. I remember saying many times "I'm an adult." Not that I believed it. It was also the period when I doubted myself most, disappointed myself most, was disappointed by others most and lost most. But my biggest loss, was that of ideal and therein my naivety. I don't think there's anything ideal about existence: soul mate, love, job, address. It is what it is. And for me, the things that are really important are things I spent my whole life dreaming about, waiting to happen. I think this is what adulthood is: licence to honour one's dreams and honour the potential of one's true self. I'm excited about this new decade and it inspires me. It inspires me just as these fruit trays do and this article I read here makes me feel the raw edge of a million flickering butterflies, had my hairs standing on end. This man, owns my respect. I cannot see what's more exciting than working on what is your dream.
Have a great weekend.
Bises. Xx
Bises. Xx